really thinking i just exist to be a laughing stock. like i’m just the butt end of everyone’s jokes. i try to talk, i fail and embarrass myself. i’m silent and i feel like i’m resented. i know everyone talks shit about me and thinks i’m nothing more than a piece of shit. i exist just to be hated and made fun of endlessly. like every attempt i make at being a normal person is downright laughable. fuck.